1.Stephen
(Goodbye)
November 10th , a cold dark night
You could feel that something wasn't right.
That night many hearts did cry
When we learned we had to say goodbye.
All embraced under one common song
the body is dead but life lives on.
Good-bye Stephen. Good-bye you friend. You were so young.
The Cars lined the streets, as it was coming to an end.
The sun shined so brightly the day we buried our friend.
Losing in the fall, lost innocence came down
An 18 year old boy was buried in the ground.
A family's broken hearts, a friend's streaming tears.
The light lost in death, the living's growing fears.
Of Eternal darkness or is it spiritual light to come with terms
with death on the darkest night.
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost
a son but stephen's soul will never end.
(You were so young)
(Good-bye)
A brother lost a brother, a friend lost a friend, a mother lost
a son but stephen's soul will never end.
2.Free Fall Without a Parachute
Well I had a dream last night and in my dream I took a knife to
you.
I slit your throat from ear to ear
The wound was gasping for the air.....your scream so clear
But every dream could never come true.
Only in my sick mind can I do these things to you.
With every passing moment, it just keeps getting worse
The walls are getting smaller and I am six feet beneath the
earth.
And I will be, oh I will be, lost.
I had a dream last night and in my dream I robbed a country
club.
A 5 year old tried to stop me, but I shot him through the head,
and now he's dead.
Your heart.
Oh it's better too...... Rush upon this blade
Then give into the fear in your heart.
These dreams never cease
3.Bloody Romance
Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
You and me are like one heart-beat.
So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.
Back into I thought I knew, these words inside me, tell me what
to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
(Forget my name)Now I know, the way to go, this place inside my
demented mind.
(Forget my name)You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.
(Forget my name)This time in silence, this time I win.
4.Dreaming a Reality
Is this what it's like？
A dream lacking serenity？
A wordless conversation, a 'you and i' without me.
Well I try and i won't get far,
i'll die and i won't get far
i'll try and know that everything's ok
So I guess this is where I lie
where the days are endless and the nights, they just don't
belong.
Dreaming my reality
where truth and fiction don't seem to exist
Confusion is home here, but believe in you is what you insist
(it's what you insist)
Nights, don't belong, the nights, don't belong, and the nights,
they just don't belong.
(Nights don't belong) I'll never be ok, as long as i'm dreaming
a reality.
5.The Ground Folds
Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night.
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, it was for you.
To live inside of me, I'm dying inside you.
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash.
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide.
But I lost what was mine, and I want what was mine.
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I take,
another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me.
6.One Eight Seven
It's so nice sitting very still,
in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my
heart each day, I'm not ok.
Sunlight shining through my window, let's me know that I'm still
alive
Why did I ever let you inside my heart？ I'm such a fool.
Paint my face in shades of blood and grey and take a seat right
next to me
Well I should've known that you were a killer.
But now I'm dead.
A gaping hole, shot through my heart
A lost connection from your poison dart
Shot from your tounge to end my life.
You're blowing at the fire to light your strife.
You'll never know.
The hardest thing about dying is, knowing you'll never see the
light of day.
A gaping hole shot...(shot through my heart)
A lost connection from your poison dart.
My head now spins and my ears bleed gold.
I try so fucking hard, but I can't fit your mold.
You ripped my heart out, you tore my eyes out, now you're gonna
pay
I'll stab you one time.
I'll eat your heart out so you feel my pain.
Don't you know that I always see you in all of my dreams？
I wanna kill you.
7.Handguns and Second Chances
To kill the whitest looking dove
To hate everything I love
And I'm trying to pretend
Oh in wanting life to end
That I am not another stupid
Little teenage fucking whore
And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see
To take this handgun to my eyes
And watch my cells start to rise
The flesh now starts to break as the
Bullet enters like a snake
Through one side of my head
And out the other one
And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see
And I'm too scared to live tonight
And I'm too bare to shed my plight
And I'm too scared to live tonight
Too bare to shed my plight
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
Watch the bones rip through my flesh
A catharsis of my own distress
(Please tell me I'm not wanted)
(Please tell me I'm not)
And now I know
And we will see
And now I know
And we will see
8.The Ground Folds(Acoustic)
Just throw it back, for one more night
On a starlit and moon-struck night.
The ground did fold and eat us both
But all my love, I did devote.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your
spine.
Lost inside another crash
The bones I had, turned into ash.
The world did cry, the night you died
And I am no good at suicide.
Beneath the rafters the angels sing
Spinning violence and playing with my heart.
The song I wrote, for you to see.
And my heart it now breaks and the blood spilled down your
spine.
My heart now it always breaks, the blood did drip and I did
take,
another wish, another kiss, no more will for me to kill.
We'd run away in our dismay, but please, come back to me.
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